Myself
My name is Bryan Benoit. I come from a town in Alberta Canada. This page is pretty much a way for me to reflect on myself, and to give other people a look at how i really am. There might be some people out there exactly like me, and there might be some people who think i'm a fuckin freak jsut for doing this. Really though, i don't give a shit. I do this in what little spare time i have, and msot of the time i'm either out drinking or out smoking pot and some other drugs becuase i liek to party. I work at a grocery market and make $7.00 an hour and work weekends because i can't work on weekdays because of school. I am in grade 11, and i'm not the smartest but i get by fine. I'm 1 punk rocker outta about 2000 other kids that go to my school. There aren't many punks at my school. There might be maybe, 7..8..9....11?? not many. THe majority of my friends are preps, mainly due to the fact that i grew up with these guys and they are practically like borthers to me.....even though the things they do and the way they act, doesn't necisarely.........agree with me, they are good guys, and I prolly ain't no good guy to them either. I'm 1 punk outta about 20 other kids whoare my friends and perhaps have only listened to 3 punks rock songs in there life. Which is strange for me sometimes, becuase they like to listen to some other shit, and i hate rap, techno, and that "rave" bullshit, which by the way sound exactly like techno, so i don't see why they gave it another name.

My appearance
I am 16 yers old and I have brown hair and grey eyes. I change my hair color from time to time however, so right now my hair is a bright red colour. Much like a fire engine. I am a tall skinny kid I have 4 ear piercings and soon to be 5, Pretty soon I would liek to get my lip pierced, but when i get that done, I'll be sure to put a pic of that on the site. I take a size 12 shoe size......woooo. Most of the pics here are old, and they are me just hanging out fuckin around and shit, and back when my appearance was more agreeable with people.


My attitude
I am usually a happy person but can be easiley affected by other things around me. One the outside i am very happy, and can make you laugh, and I am a big joker, but underneath all that, I feel lonleyness and depression, I'm not sure if I was born this way or I just feel that something is missing, I just feel it inside. I don't talk much abotu my feelings, i usually express them in writing I sometimes feel an anger inside also, Once every so often i go through a week or two of this phase. It's where i can see how mean people can be, and i can see the dirt inside them, and i looka t things ina whole different way, and it scares me to shit becuase i don't always know how to cope with it. I've taken medication, but it doesn't help much either. I've talked with councillors but since i can't talk abotu feelings that well, we made it nowhere. I suppose this is jsut some part of my teenage "experiences" (hahaha, if this is what growin up is like, it's bitch) but i ttry and look past that.